The Last Day

Yesterday was the last day our Leeteuk oppa and Eunhyukie oppa took their seats as Kiss The Radio's DJs.  They say when a door closes a window opens on the other side of the room.  I guess this is what's going on right now.  But then, the window actually opened, rather windows opened even before the door had shut close.  Our two oppas have a lot on there plates on these last couple of weeks or months even.  At the same time, it was also to prepare our Sungmin oppa and Ryeowook oppa to take the places of the 2 above mentioned.

When I first read about this change I got choked up.  Though I do not watch/listen to "Sukira"  much but still my heart is with them every time they went on air.  I've seen probably hundreds of fan-taken photos of Teukie and Hyukie oppa while on the show.  I didn't know what I would feel when this day would come and I actually forgot about it.  Days indeed have been running like wild fire lately.  Just this morning before I decided to early up my writing of this post I read about what went on and some messages from the boys about their last day.  I cried. I guess I was expecting this because in the last few days, I have been crying a lot just because THAT day is drawing closer everyday that I rise from my deep slumber.  D-day is the day when Leeteuk oppa, the oppa of all oppas, the hyung of all hyungnims, will enlist to the army.  It breaks my heart every time I think about it.  I keep telling myself not to think about it but I really can't help it.  It's driven me to the point of going crazy.  As well as the thought of an unsure SS4 in Manila or being lucky enough to score tickets for their shows abroad.  I'm overwhelmed with negative emotions and I feel so tired everyday.  As if I hadn't had a good night's sleep.  Back to the radio show.  It was like a trial to what's to come.  I'm sure I'd cry buckets full of tears when Leeteuk will be leaving us for 2 years.  I'm sure it's gonna feel 10x worse.  Donghae oppa was at the studio with them during the last airing.  Eunhyukie cried like he always does (that's why we love him so much, our pure and loving anchovy.) Donghae oppa came to comfort him when he sobbed his heart out.  This is why we love Super Junior so much.  Just like what my friend said on her blog.  These men have a bond that words can't describe.  It's not just being a team but it's a brotherhood.  These guys would take a bullet for each other, would swim oceans, would climb Mt. Everest and would run around the world for and with each other.  Even if time has come when all the fans realize that the end is close for them to probably go their separate ways, with regards to their careers.  We are confident and we feel secured that we would see much of them still being like they are now, in the future.

An end to a 5 year and 3 month (Guinness-worthy) long spot for these 2 is a window of opportunity to our much more timid and gentle Sungmin and Ryeowook.  I'm sure that they will do a good job. Though they don't seem as enthusiastic and crazy active as the 2 above, they actually have something special in them too.  Ryeowook has this side when you'll just die of laughter with his perfect timing with jokes and Sungmin, oh, who could resist that cute smile.  But since it is a radio show, I should say something that can be heard through speakers. Hahahahaha! He has his charms too.  He's a very charismatic "Casanova" as I saw on an episode of Strong Heart.  Sungmin and Ryeowook oppa, I'm sure will make their predecessors proud.  Looking forward to their success!:) Fighting!!

That's about all of what I sorta want to say for now.  I gotta go take my shower and head to my future. ;)

♥ SJ forever

Forgot to acknowledge. As seen, photos have signatures on them.  They are not mine, I well, took it from sup3rjunior.com but the photos themselves are from different fans. Peace out!